Date: Saturday, March 1, 2008
Title: Sad to Say
Time: 8:05 PM
All that spamming has ended ii guess. It's actually not so called "spamming" either cus ii knows for one fact tt those spams started due to some reasons. & ii don't at all feel offended. :) probably cus i'm a understanding fellow. :P
Am gonna graduate very very soon from ITE. many were exhilarated & joyous while some were getting so excited upon stepping into e outside world. For me, it's simply a torment cus i've got nothing in mind for my future planning. I admit i'm seriously a lazy bum & not at all motivated to work but ii seriously had some kind of phoebia towards adapting to a new environment which ii myself can't explain. sth inside my heart's scaring me & thus discouraged me from progressing. I know these can also be called "EXCUSES" to many.
Yesterday's my 1 year anniversary w my dardar. nothing surprising or special happened. can't complain much either. probably he's too busy or had no idea tt i'd love to celebrate such occassions w him. anyways, may we prolong our relationship for long, even ahead marriage. =)
To me, nobody's a true fren. My expectations for a true fren is rather high & ii myself does not ask much too cus ii know i'm neither a true fren to anyone. will mere try my best but not e utmost.
Recently, happened to browse for phones which caught my eye - Samsung U700, slide metal casing phone, elegant for ladies'. ii hoped to buy it w/o a contract. oh well, that's just my wish. :)
Somehow, ii felt so useless. unlike other females, they knows how to handle chores ; cook ; sewing & has many interest to variety. Well, for me, ii guess other than singing & splurging & slacking will become my loyal hobbies. still trying hard to expand my knowledge. =)
I've got an appointment w e doctor at CGH this coming Monday. hopefully, everything's gonna be fine. :)
Dear Jesus Christ, Pls help me ease my soul down.
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